I hate learning languages

Everyone in my class has a lot of experience with Japanese...


I have pretty much none. Its suposed bo be Japanese A, but they totally are going really fast.... if not too fast for me. Not to mention that I am particularly bad at two subjects, math, and languages.

I wanted to cry today in class. Okuno sensei kept asking questions of me, trying to keep me along with the class, but I really just had no idea what to tell her in response to her questions, it just sounded like jibberish to me. And the work that she handed out... I could do... but I still have to essentially decrypt hirigana. I cant read it like I would read something with roman letters, I have to slowly translate it, and then read it. Unfortuantly, by that time, we are onto the next excercise.

If stupid people feel like this all the time, I feel really bad for ever using stupid as an insult, because it felt horrible to be so ignorant. Everyone kept looking at me and telling me, "oh its easy, you just have to do AKjf;LAFJ;lasdjf;lskadjf;lsadjc;oasmc;lasmv;oweaquruoe[wiqAJ;LMVF;LM~!" I swear, that is what I heard. Screw that, I have no idea what my professor says. Tonight I am going to study everything I can, so that tomorrow when I go to my professor's office hours, she cant acuse me of not trying, since I really am trying.

But gah, I would trade all of my car knowledge in a second for the ability to learn foreign languages easier.

Not my computer skills though, I think they are worth a bit more than the skill to speak Japanese.

I want a pizza :(.

-Hungry in Japan